I'm pretty damn hot, aren't I? Yeah yeah, you know you want me. <3
Marissa is a great host, except for the fact that she stripped me naked and literally tore me to pieces within a few minutes of me arriving! Yikes, woman, you don't wait, do you? I thought I was fast. o_o
She will be changing my lips tomorrow, and a few other things.
Also, I wonder how long it will be until I can convince Al it's okay to let me in his pants...? >;) I mean, hell, I've already seen him naked.
I thought about it and thought about it and thought about it.
And I came to a conclusion.
Today I decided I think I might be in love. That sounds indecisive, I know it does. But I can't be sure, not completely. Not until I really know for sure, can I really say that yes, I'm in love.
It feels weird. I've had sex, and I've felt those moments of passion. I thought that was love, when you're on top of someone and love how they feel beneath you...or someone else is on top of you, and you feel like you'd do anything for them, as long as they keep you feeling good. But...this is different.
Miki, what have you done to me? I'm not someone who thought he'd ever feel like this......or want to. I've never been a deep person, or one who's prone to displays of affection outside of something that's leading to...something else.
Damn you, Miki!
I'm not angry, just...confused. I think. I don't even really know anymore, to be honest. Argh. Hjred89nadsio23ew98^%!!
I miss the kid. I really miss him. I am looking forward to seeing him again, and any time he enters my mind, my heart beats really fast. Is that what love feels like? Wanting to see someone's face, just to touch them, to feel their breath, to hold them? I don't understand it. I never really thought about it much before, this love this, and now...I can't help it. It's all over my mind!
Miki, you've driven me crazy. Congratulations! You're making me want you.
I don't know what spell you've got me under, kid, but I'll tell you this: It's working.